"I realize there can’t be a maybe someday between us. There will never be a maybe someday"
WHEN i MiSS YOU..
… i just think about all the things you did to me.and how bad it really was.
sometimes i start thinking that things were actually good with us. and that you really did care. but, then i make myself remember the truth. all the lies. all the stuff you hide from me. all the other girls you talked to behind my back. all the time you pretended to care when you really didn’t. your memory is messing up the good thing that i have now. so, i have to force myself to see the truth. if i dont, i’ll lose something good.
eventually your memory will fade. and i will be okay. i wont let you succeed in running my life anymore and ruining what good things that i do have. you’re not worth it. you never were..
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I need to find myself. Find what I want and what I’m like. Somewhere in the mix I lost myself. A mess is what I am, but a mess is not who I am. I just need out.
Sometimes something light on the outside
Covers up for something dark on the inside
When people ask why you’re sad and you don’t know what to reply because you don’t even know the answer yourself…
I post so many inspirational things and find such a hard time applying them to myself. Like when I say: “You do matter”, I find it very hard to believe I do. I really just think I’m just fitting in a space and that’s it. Like I’m not important to anyone. Then my self esteem reaches an all time low. I just don’t know anymore. I’m tired